It’s so sad isn’t it? I’m not perfect. So don’t be surprised if I stumble and fall. My mom is facing a dilemma while I am wasting time here. By right, I’m suppose to help her. Help go through this hard time. I just don’t know what to say. My Malay is just as bad as my English. You know, sometimes I feel useless. I feel that I’m better off dead. I think I sound suicidal but I’m not thinking of killing myself. [despite the fact that I wished I was dead…] I’m just trying to be extreme. Just to let my mom know that when she cries, I bleed.
Maybe I should give her some time off. But I still need a mother, so who else?
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