What About Now?

But I'm still in love with you.

Every time I see you, my tears drown me with all the sorrow I've caused you. Oh how I wished I could take away your pain. I would soak up the wet anguish and see you smile no matter what. What matters me the most is that you hate me.

Please, please hate me. I don't want to see you contemplate on something so trivial like me. I am a failure. I have disappointed you in so many ways that I'd rather die in return of you smile.

You bring joy to everyone i this world. How can I halt you from changing people's lives by my faults? You should know, I don't care if I die, as long as you smile.

I'll send all my love to you.