jimmy gets high

actually, blogging wasnt my kind of thing. it's a bit hassle when u have to update it continously and u have to design a blogskin. or else, no one will read your unattractive blog. but the good thing abt blogging is that it helps to bridge invisible connections. it lets me express my veiws. so these unexpressed thoughts wont be inside till the end of time, collecting dust. i just like to free my mind. i dont want to be entangled in the web of confusement. or is it that i like to write?

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i had a board meeting today. the important figures, or rather figure, were there. my trusted man squid and the cock-ful of stories friend were there. making the total to 3. we managed to half-stocktake 3 boxes. if tmmr, today?, gets another meeting, i'm sure we'll be able to clean the junk room we sasrobotics call home.

problems have rose out of the dark curtain. the chief programmer is not doing his job. he's acting as though he has no time for robotics. i shld be the one saying that. but i'm still trapped in the expectations of others. so i cant get out of this sticky web. i dont know whether i'll survive this horror of power struggle. but i do know that if i fail, Redux wont be happy.

i love photography. i dont really know why i love it so much. a picture paints a thousand words. this just paints 2 numbers.

haiz...

which one looks nicer? with flash or without?

haha...i guess that's shld be enough b4 i lag your internet! well here's the last one!

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hard to survive

my blog is sure dead. no one has been visiting it since the last few days except for me. my tagbox is dead and my links are broken. 48 posts, 1 crap post and 47 lame posts. no wonder ppl are not visiting this blog.

life has become more harder. being a chairman of the club that i got kicked out in pri 4, it's not an easy job. so many things to do yet so little time given and even lesse effort must be used. my first meeting as the official chairman didnt turn outthat well. but it also turn out to be much more fun. the new sec 1's are quite enthu. [they are quite small in size too] they just need a bit of steering and their on the way to robotics. i did my part till i lost my voice. the pr manager did...well what he's suppose to do... talk ... the seniors were kind enough to help out. i really appreciate their help. especially with advice on how to run the club well. thanks freind. the senior knew that i'm still fresh and will diffinitely need a hand. but that's not the end. i still have loads of work to do. this thing wont die without any blood shed. got to do a lot of planning this yr. many comments after that meeting were negative. they said that i was too 'playful' with the sec 1's. i mean i'm telling them that robotics is all fun and work. not all work. but maybe i was a bit off. i dont know what is the right thing. maybe i was a bit too lame... whatever it is, i cant stay still for long. i gotta do sth. the metal cupboard needs to be cleared. motors must be found. we need to install RoboLab in all coms. and order must be put back into the club...too many things...cannot think straight...

i'm currently talking to togu and betting him abt this english error. "the calling feature in MSN is just like VoIP" So is the calling feature VoIP? loser must be like L for a week!!! i better not lose!!!

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my mom has came back frm the hospital looking happy and strong. the operation has gone smoothly. thank you doctors. strangely she has an MC even though she doesnt work. for those who prayed, thank you.

i talked to Redux today.

no woman no cry

i have just returned frm TTS hospital. my mom has been admitted for the swelling of some parts of her right thigh. as i'm speaking now, my mom is undergoing the operation that should end around an hour's time. i really wanted to be by her side but she insisted that i shld rest for tmmr's school. if everything goes well, she should be discharged in a weeks time. i'll pray for her everynight.

s.l.e.e.p

my 512 kbps is faster than my 10mbps. i guess 'size' doesnt matter eh? i got my chem quiz paper back. i got 3/15 for it... T.T and whats more harder to believe is that it's only on chemical formula. this sucks man. am i really lagging behind? well i dont wan to care that now. i've got bigger fish to fry.

camp was nice. and wet and dirty and exhausting and ants full and a-river-flowed-thru-my tent. first day was a wet day. after calling ourselves Bollywood [yes we called ourselves that name], we were spilt into 2 groups. mainly spilt by our characther differences. it's obvious that one group is where all the so-called-cool ppl are. But i dont care whether they are cool or not. everyone there is my friend. like i have said, it was a wet day. one activity had as to cross a pond [they called it the river challenge eventhough it was just a deep pond -_-]. it was nothing really hard. we just had to tie the ropes given to form a line so that we could just pull ourselves across. but it was still wet when the instructors rained that murky water on us when we had crossed o_o talk abt invitations! but of course the most fun and memorable one was none other than the mud passage. i went in white but came out black...lols! i nearly got my shoe stuck there! i guess i shld have heeded his advice... "TIE YOUR SHOELACES!" i had my face all mud-ded up and geez! now i have pimples all over my face! food was satisfactory. after a long day, we had a plate of rice, vegetable gravy and a piece of chicken. it really doesnt matter as i was starving. nightsky fell in place and the tents all disappeared behind the darkness. slept for quite a while but woke a few times due to some of my tent-mates' snoring...GOSH! afterwhich, at 4am, ants started to invade our humble tent...of all tents, my tent...damm ants...

day 2 was dry. was a bit unwell due to the lack of sleep. but managed to be on top form. YEA!!! it's rock climbing! but managed to only scale the wall halfway...it was damm hard lah. nth much to talk here other than that I HATE ANTS!!! n ya, my tent had a river at night. it was raining like siao lah.

well that's that. i've gotta slp. but mayb a snack b4 i slp. darn hungry lah. mom was unwell and couldnt cook. then i had to clean the house. after that i had to iron my clothes which i dont know a shit abt. well i also would like to say

GD LUCK to SMART team that is participating in FVC! Jiayou!!

killing

tomorrow nvr comes. it has been 2 days and i havnt blog abt my camp life. geez...i'r really that lazy. it's no excuse for the first day. i was exhausted and weary from the camp. a night's rest should have been sufficient to write it in the morning. is it because that i'm lazy or am i too ignorant that i don't take note of my surroundings?

i failed my chem test. i got 3 out of 15 and it only tests on chemical formula. i find it hard to believe that i could fail such easy tests. so easy that some consider them trivial. 3/15. i know one thing abt the day before. i didnt revise. i was even clueless abt the topic tested. i feel bad. i really feel bad. but i cant just sit here and cry over silt milk. there's a chem test tomorrow abt balancing equations. i've just had tuition and i made a point to ask the tutor to teach me how to balance the equation. it's quite easy after all. togu was right. i just need the concept and i'm halfway there. well that's good news :)

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i'm just tired...damm my internet so freaking unstable.
I'M BACK FRM CAMP!!!
haha...i guess i'll talk abt camp tmmr. tired now, wan to slp xP thanks for the birthday wishes!!!